The summer that I was sixteen years old was the summer my sister and I stood on sandbars in Lake Michigan watching God paint sunsets in the sky. Night after night, we jogged from our house, four miles, to the beach, with our bathing suits on underneath our clothes, timing our workouts so that we reached the beach in time to wander into the waves, swimming toward the sun as it made its descent into the water. Elizabeth's hair was long and golden like the disappearing sun and I envied it-my own a mess of dark curls.
- The hazel streaks of light-filled clouds like the hazel of my sister's eyes that I would one day, fifteen years later, see reflected in my long-awaited son.
- The blues and greens of the beach glass we collected in plastic pails as small girls on the same beach, long before innocence gave way to grace and mercy and hallelujah.
- The firey red sky like the life inside her that I would greet with my own hands the night her first baby would be born, her leg on my shoulder, the weight of life red and hot all around me.
